Again

She's here again

and I'm really trying

She yells at me all the things

I'm afraid of

She forces me to look again

to feel again

I try to remember

this is not the first time

And despite all the pain

I truly love her

Hope this love is enough

to live with her

I really wish

love is enough

I'm not running away

I'm here

This time

it can't be that bad